The Ethical Slut

Christmas came early at my house this year. I have these new friends, well, Big E and I have these new friends. I got to have a little private play time with our new friends on Wednesday night.

It was their first time for a MFF, and herself is quite shy when it comes to the girl/girl thing, so I was curious to see how it would all pan out. Bamba. That's my new favorite word! :-) Evidently it's some man-thing that he takes when he needs a fast recovery time, or in some instances no recovery time just constant hard on. In just a little over an hour he managed to fuck me twice and her once, cumming all three times. Amazing!

He did a very good job of keeping us both occupied, starting off by touching and fondling for both of us. Then eating of my pussy while she tentatively touched my body. She has a soft and wonderful touch. Then he ate her pussy and she allowed me to nibble on her pierced nipples. And it's funny because she is the type of woman you would never visualize with pierced nipples, she is so the-girl-next-door. We did some more fondling and kissing and touching, him fingering me with the right hand, her with the left. Then he got fired up and decided that double fisting would be fun. I LOVE fisting and so does she.

He lubed up one hand and worked it inside my waiting pussy, and then with her assistance lubed up his other hand. He very deftly pounded us both, with both of us writhing around on the bed and groaning and cumming. Afterwards he fucked one, washed up, then fucked the other. I went to check on the crazy dogs and take care of getting water for us, when I came back he was hard and waiting again for another turn for me.

We had a fabulous time together. We have played once before with Big E and I, and now we've played alone. Both ways were great. We are all going out together for New Years Eve, I can't wait to see what happens then!!

I've been so sick lately. My son has as well. It's like a germ fest in my house.

Weekend before last I was up at the last Poconos Party of the season. It was fantastic! There won't be any more until the Cabin Fever party in April 2010. Where the house is located its impassable in the winter.

What was most fun was coming home to Big E. He had all kinds of plans cooked up for me. We had a GREAT time. And unlike the Poconos Party, Big E and I could take pictures. And we did, a lot of them. I promise to update soon!!!!

I love nursing. I love the closeness that I feel with Big E when we are together. He loves it just as much as I do.
This pic was the first time I was able to capture the milk in his mouth. I think its AWESOME!!

No one nurses like he does. Feeling his mouth latch on to my breast as he pulls my nipple into his mouth. I enjoy the pulling feeling as the milk starts to come from my nipple.

One really great side effect of our nursing is that it has made my breasts so much fuller and heavier. I LOVE IT!!

I've gotten a couple of questions I need to answer.

It took us several months to start producing milk. We had multiple start and stops and vacations and time away and then illnesses. I think the big change came from taking a drug called motilium. Common use is to help produce milk. It worked!

I never did get engorged (when I was breastfeeding my children, years ago). I feel really full and heavy, but thankfully have not had that hard breast engorged feeling to deal with. Then or now. Now I just feel a strong desire to feed someone, and am often tempted to shove my breast in any willing or unwilling mouth!!!!! It's much more emotional for me now than it was when I was feeding my children.

Together Big E and I nurse/feed 2-3x a day. We wish it was more however work, life, and scheduling don't always allow it. He feeds every morning and every night for sure. If we aren't together in the evening I can sometimes get a "pinch feeder". Like the sub whore friend or another friend who is a male and obsessed with breasts.

I would love to have the opportunity to explore more with them (my breasts that is), as I am completely enamoured with feeding and nursing and seeing my breast in someone's mouth!!!

My whore friend did something silly and her collar was taken away from her. When I asked what I could do to help, she said she needed a "facial." Well, for those of you who don't know what a facial is...read on.

I generously offered up my 2 guys. Big E and The Usual Suspect.



Both guys are always willing to lend a helping.......hand.


Her instructions were to be naked, and she had to at some point try and get both guys in her mouth at once, and then suck them till they came all over her face.





This is Big E cumming on her. She loves cum, and she wasn't allowed to eat it.





The Usual Suspect came second, no pun intended! And he shot a HUGE load all over her face. Somehow I missed that picture though!

He has the prettiest head doesn't he?





Then her Master wanted her to pleasure me. And she willingly dived into my waiting pussy. Watching her get my guys off made me very horny.

I decided that since it was my pleasure, I could live out a little fantasy of mine.



Each of my guys took a breast while I was on all fours above them, and they proceeded to suck me dry while from behind my whore friend fucked me with my glass dildo. It was FABULOUS!

She made me cum several times. After everyone went home, Big E and I had some very rowdy sex!!

Thank you again to my whore friend's Master for loaning her out to us.

Incidentally, she had one more assignment to complete before getting her collar back. She has completed all of them and now has it back. :-)

After I have been with someone else, or especially after someone else has feed from my breasts, this is what I get!! :-)






When I'm really lucky I get this! Actually the pictures are all out of order because it's 6am and my computer and myself are completely not awake yet.



The other day after the little sub whore serviced me and drained my breasts, I came home and the Big E and I were both completely fired up. It is such a huge turn on to have someone suckle from me.




Big E has his own fantasies as well, which include tying me up and force milking me. I don't know how it's forcing since I want and enjoy it so much. But anytime we go near my breasts in a playful way we end up with rowdy sex.




This day I asked for the flogger. Nothing major, just some light fun. He got such a kick out of making my ass a little red!!!







Big E has a fantastic cock and I love how it feels inside of me!










He is obsessed with getting that big hand of his inside my pussy. He absolutely LOVES fisting me, and I usually have to keep him from doing it too much. Don't want to get all stretched out ya know!!! :-)






One of our favorite positions is with me on top. Then he can squeeze my breasts and squirt milk all over his face and chest. It is one helluva turn on to see my milk on him. This whole lactating event is soooooo much a turn on for me (and him).






Although we do have rowdy sex and abuse my breasts and squirt milk everywhere, he also loves to drink it. He says he loves the taste. I've tasted it, and I think it tastes like someone put sugar in whole milk. That's the best comparison I can come up with.




Needless to say, we have a lot of fun. Especially after being with other people. I've got some more fun things to blog about, just need to find the time to do so. We had the sub whore over for a "facial". A requirement for her to get her collar back from her Master. So my Big E and The Usual Suspect obliged and gave her a proper facial. Those pics to cum soon. Incidentally, The Usual Suspect has started his own blog, click on his name or click here to go visit.

The other day I had the pleasure of my friend's sub again. She met up with me and drained my breasts and then she was instructed to accept some paddling.

Evidently she has done something disobedient to her Master and was required to accept 8 smacks with a paddle on each ass cheek.

She was also required to pleasure me. To take her wonderful mouth and lick my waiting pussy.

And my pussy was really waiting! And that little whore had a GREAT mouth!

I had to give her some extra attention on her ass. 8 just didn't seem enough.

A special Thank You to her Master for allowing me to use his whore again. It was great fun!!

Got Milk? I do!! We were finally successful with producing milk. After multiple months and starting and stopping, I'm lacatating!
There were many starts and stops and some unavoidable circumstances, however we prevailed and FINALLY just this past week I started lactating.

At first it was thin and very watery, but over the past few days my milk has gotten thicker and more flavorful.
My recovery time with refilling is pretty fast, and it takes a solid 10 plus minutes to drain me. Within about 30 minutes I'm full again. Big E has thoroughly enjoyed sucking me dry.

I had an old friend help me yesterday with a mid afternoon feeding, and then today had my first experience with a woman feeding from me. I absolutely LOVED it!!

And so did she. I must thank her Master for loaning her to me. She did a great job of suckling me dry. When I got home Big E and I had great sex thinking about her feeding from me!

Hello all - sorry for the long absence. Life has been more hectic than usual. I will make it back sometime soon!!!

My Monday.....

Up at 5:15am after hitting the snooze button.
Head downstairs and let the dogs out.
Quiet time on the computer with my coffee for about 45 min.
Go back upstairs and climb in bed.
Nurse Big E for about 20 min or so.
Have great morning sex.
Get into the shower and get ready for work.
Help make the bed.
Make sure both kids are up getting dressed for school.
Make lunches for both kids.
Organize back packs.
Yell upstairs for said kids to get moving.
Make breakfast for kids, encourage them to eat it.
Make breakfast for myself.
Clean up kitchen and table.
Put dishes in the dishwasher.
Try not to run over Big E as I'm zipping around the kitchen.
Load my work bags and head out with kids.
Drop kids off at wife in laws and ex husband house (she puts them on bus).
Drive 30 min to work.
Talk and text with the phone on the way.
Work until 2:30pm at my full time job.
See 3 home health patients at my part time job which entailed nearly 60 miles of driving.
Meet Big E at Macaroni Grill for dinner at 6:45pm.
Eat and relax.
Nurse Big E in the parking lot for about 20 min.
Go to the 8:20pm showing of Ingourious Basterds.
Stop for gas on my way home.
Drive 30min + home.
Get home around midnight.
Feel guilty about dogs in kennels all day and fall asleep on the couch.
Wake up to Big E hollering about dog poop in the hallway (see above falling asleep on couch).
Clean up said dog poop in the hallway.
Climb in bed around 1am and proceed to passsssss out.

I think this might be why I am so tired.

Big E and I had a lot of fun tonight after the kids went to sleep!! I have been looking for some assistance with nursing during the day, and was answering emails and E started nursing. Which got him fired up and so we had to fuck. Which got me fired up! I sooo enjoy sex with him!
We were on one of my living room chairs, and it has an ottoman, and the ottoman kept sliding so finally I just hooked my feet on his shoulders and neck as he pounded my pussy with his thick cock. He came hard and deep inside me, making me all wet and slippery. He pulled his cock out and started finger fucking me with 2 fingers. That started all kinds of trouble.....he finger fucked me senseless and DRY.
I squirted and gushed and soaked the 4folded blanket my ass was on, soaked through to the ottoman, on either side of the ottoman, and even managed to get his chest as well.

Big E says if you take the garden hose, turn it on, and then put your finger over the end, you know how it sprays all around where your finger is? Evidently that's what I looked like tonight.

He says it was the hottest thing he had EVER seen.............(insert extremely satisfied sigh here).

This weekend has been nuts as usual! I got a new kitten on Sat, my son played in his first football game on Sat and my daughter cheered for her first game on Sat. Me and Big E went to church, ran errands, and had dinner with friends tonight. It's been non stop running since Friday afternoon!

Hope your weekend was great!

Today is my last vacation day. I have enjoyed my time with family and really enjoyed the great weather in Michigan! I get to see my brother and his family once a year, and this was it. My parents were also here, they live in Texas, although I will see them again in October when they come to visit me in Maryland.


We have swam in the pond for hours, or at least the kids have, I couldn't because of my tattoos. I went in once for a little while and got to slide down the POD slide, it was great! The kids had a blast, there was also a launch pad and my brother launched my boy several times - he got some serious air under him!! I can't even tell you how many hours the kids swam.











We went to the Toledo Zoo, we aren't far from Ohio. The kids enjoyed doing something special and spending time together and seeing the animals. The kids got nice and tired while we were walking around, which is always a bonus!

My daughter was a dog for a few minutes....






My son was a giraffe......








The kids also got to ride four wheelers, or quads as they call them here. My brother has a kid one and an adult one. I rode a couple times down to the pond, but mostly the kids enjoyed playing on it. Both my girl and my boy!!



I got to spend time on my computer, blogging, playing with pictures, updating profiles and chatting on facebook. I read a couple of books, and started crocheting a blanket. Did some shopping with my sister in law, and relaxing by the pond, and overall had a great vacation!

Last but not least a final farewell from my brother!! LOL

I've been on vacation now for almost a week. I find that I really miss Big E. I miss his touch, and his smile, the way his goatee tickles when he kisses me. I miss his arms around me and the way he feels inside of me when we make love. I desperately miss nursing and feeling him at my breast!!