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5 days ago
Thursday, July 30, 2009
I must admit to a new obsession. I was with an "old" friend and we were exploring and discussing our more kinky fantasies. He revealed some very private and nerve racking (to him) information. Which made me feel comfortable sharing my most private thoughts.
That led us to talking about lactation. I used to read these erotic stories about forced lactation and they would get me so excited. So when we were fessing up our darkest deepest desires I revealed mine and my desire to feed others with my breasts.
I looked it up on Wikipedia - click here to see what they say. Fortunately for me I have a special guy(s) who is willing and very much wanting to explore this with me. Initially my nipples got soooo sore and I had to use lanolin on them several times a day.
One wonderful side effect is that my breasts are now larger and more full - I LOVE that! It feels so good to feel them swell. And since my friend is usually over later at night they really get full in the evenings in anticipation of feeding.I like calling it "nursing", because that gives me a tingle in my pussy. He calls is feeding and/or nursing. I wish we lived closer so that he could feed more, or that I had more friends willing to feed because that would accelerate the speed at which my milk comes in.
We are doing everything possible to make me lactate. I take a supplement, drink mother's milk tea, pump, and stimulate my breasts, I really want this to work. It's such an exciting and titillating thing for me, I'm very nearly obsessed with it!
(clickety click)I have joined a few yahoo groups, and have been on the lookout for blogs, although I haven't found any really specializing in this yet. Some call it FORCED LACTATION, ADULT BREAST FEEDING, or ADULT NURSING RELATIONSHIP. I like to call it adult nursing relationship or ANR.
So the question is - am I a freak? I can't be if they have a name for it! I was a little nervous about posting about it, but since it's so important to me I really wanted to share. I've also been exploring some other new avenues that I will share with you soon.
So the question is - am I a freak? I can't be if they have a name for it! I was a little nervous about posting about it, but since it's so important to me I really wanted to share. I've also been exploring some other new avenues that I will share with you soon.
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